Monday, April 6, 2009

我不是你想像那麼勇敢-梁文音
有時候太堅強 笑容卻填不滿眼眶
越是想要隱藏 歌聲就唱的更響亮
直到入到心底最深處 OH~
你不要追問我 還缺了些什麼

每個人都有夢 幸福總站在最遠方
心中越是渴望 越是不敢伸手擁抱
誰的心是我最後一站 OH~
我強問我自己 現在還沒有個答案

我不是你想像那麼勇敢
多想讓你保護能流淚一場
讓我放下武裝 像個孩子一樣
單純的把愛情放在你心上

每個人都有夢 幸福總站在最遠方
心中越是渴望 越是不敢伸手擁抱
誰的心是我最後一站 OH~
我強問我自己 現在還沒有個答案

我不是你想像那麼勇敢
多想讓你保護能流淚一場
讓我放下武裝 像個孩子一樣
單純的把愛情放在你心上

OH~
我不是你想像總是扮演堅強
多想讓你知道我也要個伴
放下討厭武裝 像個孩子一樣
單純的把愛情放在你心上

我不是你想像的那麼勇敢
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what is love? to love someone is like to receive a glimpse of heaven. wikipedia describes love as any number of emotions and experiences related to a sense of strong affection and attachment. i don't know. i feel as if i've lost the ability to love someone. i mean, i still love my friends. but i feel as if i don't know how to actually like someone anymore. i guess, the more you love someone, the more you lose a part of yourself? i guess, it bothers me because i've never felt like this before. i feel as if i am just really apathetic to everything sometimes-something that's really different from the old me. blah, its just really on my mind.
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i'll be here even if the stars refuse to shine.
Even if romance ran out of rhyme.
You would still have my heart.
Until the end of time.
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i am everything you want, and everything you don't want. i am a walking contradiction. i am the extremes that don't go together. i am the unusual and extremes put together. "When I get honest, I admit I am a bundle of paradoxes. I believe and I doubt, I hope and get discouraged, I love and I hate, I feel bad about feeling good, I feel guilty about not feeling guilty. I am trusting and suspicious. I am honest and I still play games." (Brennan Manning).

4 comments:

omei said...

you're only as big a contradiction as you force yourself to be!

"Always remember that you're unique, just like everyone else" - As funny as the quote is, it has some truth... we're all unique and full of contradictions, but that's just part of being a human being!

Remember our convo on our way to SB? I still believe in the same thing, i know you'll probably be happy around us until the end of time... but just once, perhaps i'd like to see/hear you speak about those unpleasant things in your mind, yeah?

Stephanie said...

Life is full of contradictions. Everyone is a hypocrite in one way or another in time. However, life is full of changes that we sometimes can or can't control.

clarice said...

I remember you telling me about this. It's hard I think, there's been too much to think about lately.

Chubaka Angela said...

all I can say is......
don't worry, be happy!!!
when there should be the rainstorm...我會幫你撐傘的=)