happy new years!

當年就知道了
就算沒告訴過你也知道
我們是不可能
都過了好多年了
想說沒看到想到你就會沒事

不過就算這輩子是白過
下輩子還要和你遇到

merry christmas!

wishing everyone a beautiful holiday & a wonderful new year!

FAIL! :D

currently watching a new drama :)
review: (so far. wow, rainie makes the weirdest expressions.)

initial reaction: DAMN. I SWEAR SHE'D CAUSE A TRAFFIC COLLISION.
i give it at 8.5/10. :) it wasn't bad. really cute. and will pan is really cute in his expressions :P. chyeah.

its all good. :)

i dont know about you-but i'm having a wonderful winter break. :) i haven't even been back for a week and i've already had so much fun! :D <3.>

happy birthday my dear joyce <3i don't think i'll ever forget your 20th birthday of your drunken breakdancing, jeff's apparent fail at jagerbombs & other lesbian outragousness ;D

"What is your deepest fear?"
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."
-Coach Carter

it's raining.

am i the only one who wants to run out in the rain, lie on the floor & let the rain fall on me? it just seems like it'll be the most refreshing thing i have done all year.

i think the rain just stopped. there goes my plan of lying in the rain.

i'm done with finals!
:) & back at home in walnut! :D

i came to ucsd...not liking it very much. as with any new environment i guess. after all, i've never been a big fan of moving to new environments. trust me-i would know. i've never really liked new environments. period.
coming to ucsd, i worried that i wouldn't find friends that i could really feel at home with-that i couldn't be myself. i've always been fortunate enough to have a large support group of friends acting as a second family to me. i guess knowing that the security blanket i had wasn't all going to follow me to san diego made me really nervous. i mean, the friends i've made over the years will always and still be my friends-but it's different when you have the physical, actual support.
i've been fortunate to find people here that i really consider a second family. 真的要說謝謝-因為沒有你們的話,我真的不知道我在san diego 會不會開心. 這麼多的回憶-永遠不會忘記的. (你們知道你們是誰.) 真的很謝謝你們讓我在sd過的那麼快樂.

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今天晚上我跟一些好朋友去了summit吃晚飯.
...john. you really are a failure at secret santa...like. epic fail.
this was probably the worst case scenario of secret santa. EVER.
ROFL. people from lynbrook really dont know how to play secret santa. period.
john: i bought a gift! .... wait, someone got me a gift? what do i do with the gift i bought? should i return it??
真的...不知道該說什麼才好...完全就是很白癡.

hahaha. 不過...winter vacation 又要來了-想到說要過三個禮拜才能看到sd的朋友...有時候會想要winter break過得快一點.
因為不知道該怎麼結束...所以...bye bye. :D

the pros and cons of college.
college, as we all know of it, is a wonderful place to meet friends and make wonderful memories-while trying to finish that one forsaken paper that you put off till the last minute, or studying for finals. on the good side, there is absolutely no parental control. you can go out whenever you want, don't have to report to anyone, and there is no curfew in effect. don't you just love that? there's always something to do-yes ken, even in uc socially dead. i looked back on my weekends and i realized...i was never really in my room on the weekends. i was always busy doing something else...like..being busy. :) like you're never stuck in your room on a friday or saturday night thinking "damn. what am i gonna do now" overall, its just really nice. like you get to meet so many people-shit honestly, sometimes i'll see people and they'll wave to me but i'll be like CRAP I TOTALLY DONT REMEMBER THEIR NAME.
the bad side? you get so far behind in your work. its not intentional-it just happens. that term paper gets pushed to the last day, studying comes in forms of allnighters (which are horribly evil). its finals week right now-i don't think i've ever seen that many people flop into ovt for breakfast while letting out gigantinormous yawns. the bad side is that you are totally on your own and like you tend to fall behind in all your work. shit, at least i do. :( because no one cares you're like on your laptop in class, which somethow turns into facebooking, youtubing, or like sleeping in class.

i love the new jj lin album. the more i listen to it, the more addicted i get to it.



林俊傑 - always online

i think i'll get back to updating my blog more often.

i'm so fucked for finals. but on the bright side, two more weeks before i get to go home and take a three week break from all the hecticness. :)