maybe its just the way you make me feel.

this weekend made me both happy and sad. happy because i got to see so many of my friends, sad because i can't stay back at home with them. it's always really depressing to have to go back to san diego sometimes-now don't get me wrong, san diego really isn't bad-its the people i have to leave behind every time that makes me sad. but at the same time-its week 9. three more weeks and its summer! it makes me sad to know that i won't be seeing everyone during the summer-and i won't see some people next year because they're studying abroad/graduating. it's like i take all the time we spend together, or the time we could spend together for granted. like seriously, if there's one thing i can't handle, it's goodbyes. i think goodbyes are the most emotionally painful things a person has to go through.