我要找到自己的路...
stay true to myself.
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i dont know why it bothered me so much. i don't feel like going into detail as to what "it" is-all you need to know is that it's something that made me feel extremely moody. someday i'll look back on this note and laugh at myself-how could i possibly get so moody over a little thing like that. but for now, i'm feeling moody. i really dont know why it bothered me so much. it shouldn't even be my problem. i shouldn't even care at all about it. but i do. and i dont know why.
the only thing i know is that the song thats playing in my mind right now is 別惹我-五月天. sometimes, our minds are the greatest weapons against ourselves.
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ten songs every person should have on their playlist

1. 離開地球表面-五月天
   this song expresses my feelings when i'm stressed out, or annoyed at life, with people, with hwk, with classes-basically anything that decides to piss me off. it reminds me to give the "i dont give a fuck" attitude back at the rest of the world. it's a i'll do whatever the hell i feel like doing and i don't care about your opinions and judgements about me songs. basically reminds us to stay happy. however, the downside to this is that if this is playing in my car, i become a very aggresive driver. i get mad and i get very gas pedal heavy. especially nice when i'm driving down on an empty freeway with just me and myself.
   
2. 失戀無罪-A-lin
   those who know me know that i'm not exactly a big fan of of female singers-but this is probably one of my favorite songs. 用過去悲傷換來自由難道不珍貴.
   
3. 離歌-信樂團
   despite the near impossibleness to sing to this song-i really like the lyrics. one of my favorite lines literally translates to "its when you can't stay that you really feel lonely." you don't really understand the meaning of feeling lonely until you really do feel lonely.
   
4. 噢買尬-五月天
   for those who know this song, this is self explanatory. for those of you who don't, this song is the epitome of what the relationship between friends should be. (2015, yes?;D)
5. 手放開-李聖傑
   我給你最後的疼愛是手放開-sometimes its just not really meant to be. this is a nice song. one of the many songs that ken & clarice often classify with the "ice cube song." granted that it is by the same singer, but i like this song better than the other :D
   
6. Wrong Number - DBSK
   woot for connie the uber dbsk fangirl. :) i'm just kidding. i really like the lyrics for this song, no special reason. i guess it sorta describes what i think about a lot of girls who are really really attached to their boyfriends and then cause problems and shit like that. i guess the reason why i like this is because if i were a guy, i'm pretty sure this is what i'd be thinking if i had a really 'sticky' girlfriend.
   
7. Greatest Story Every Told - Oliver James
   Seems like the that would come out of a chick flick, but i really like this song. probably one of the few american songs i'd listen to without protesting it.
   
8. 如果還有明天-信&薛岳&柯有倫
   但是我一定會提醒自己　如果還有明天. if you found out there was no tomorrow, would you look back at your life and regret it? assuming the world was coming to total destruction and even if there was a miracle no one would be left on earth, who would you say your last farewells to? would you say it to the person next to you? your best friends? your family? would you look back at your life and say "i wish i had done..." because now you realized you don't have the chance to do so? often times in life we say "i'll do it later." but what if there is no later?
   
9. 如果-張棟樑
   現在的我　不缺甚麼　認真的生活　偶而會難過
   新朋友很多　他們不夠瞭解我 (他們都不瞭解我)
   問了太多　我只是微笑的帶過
   未來的我　沒有如果　不相信星座　能預告甚麼
   假設那麼多　過去會不會復活　最好沒有如果
   really good song. really good lyrics. :)
   
10. Way Back Into Love - 黃品冠 + 梁靜茹
    i really like this duet. like, really really really really like this duet. "i'm been looking for someone to shed some light, not somebody to get me through the night...i've been looking for a way back into love.

maybe i'll update later with another 10 songs if i can't sleep.