running to classes. infamous tardy sweeps. tenren apple black tea run. vanille cakes. lying on a mat to eat lunch. hawaii. annoying ap ib tests. kicking lockers to get them open. to sum it all up in two words? high school. looking back, it just seems so far away, even though its only been two months since we walked the stage and graduated. when they say 'oh yeah, we went back to school together in high school' it seems like ages ago. its like we've known each other for decades or something.

summer so far has been...extremely interesting. ahaha. i've learned that i totally fail at smoking, have a nasty habit of staying out really late when i'm not under parent supervision. i like nightmarket food. and i crash the second i find a bed. i love bbqing on taiwan beaches. shopping = <3 style="font-style: italic;">what the hell is a sham? its a pillow. wahts the difference between a sham and a pillow. what is a throw? whats a comforter? and a down comforter? so i decided to like buy me a complete set! um, yeah, i dont need 16 piece sets..or 30 piece sets. and it was all in king or queen sets. ;_; need twin xl sets. sigh. ended up calling dad in for backup. ahahah. worst 2 hours of my life. i feel so. like epic fail. ahaha.

speaking of bed sheets & everything. things to buy for dorm. -_-;
-bed sheets
-power strip
-hangers
-water heater
-storage containers/cabinet things to shove into closet for bras & underwear and stuff because i don't want them on the floor. :)
- over the door hooks/storage things?
-erasable calender/bulletin reminder thing
-school supplies ie. stapler, duct tape (heard that does wonders), pins, paperclips etc
-shoe rack thing (:
-laundry baskets x2
-printer/scanner thing
-cleaning supplies
-full length mirror?
-chopsticks/utensils for my snacking habits.


food to bring to ensure that i don't starve in my dorm room.
- cereal! ie. miniwheats. frosted! :) luck charms. etc etc etc.
-water. :P :D
- black tea! (:
-...food.

to be continued.

getting hurt. it makes you so much stronger. you vow that you're never going to get dragged down into another situation like that. you vow that you'll never let anyone break your heart. you harden your inside so that no matter what happens, you will be okay. you become stone hard on the outside. when things just don't go the right way, you don't show any emotion. people always say, oh you're so strong, i wish i could be like you. and yet, all you do is smile and shatter into pieces on the inside. the more times it happens, the more your guard goes up, the more doubtful you become, and the harder it is for you to open up. you're not willing to take chances because you don't want to break into millions of pieces over some person. i hate you for making me like this.

衝啥大　衝啥小　衝啥都有人唱反調
恨得多　愛得少　只想越跳越瘋
越跳越高　把地球甩掉

一顆心撲通撲通的狂跳
一瞬間煩惱煩惱煩惱全忘掉
我再也不要〔想〕再也不要
委屈自己一秒

一顆心撲通撲通的狂跳
一瞬間煩惱煩惱煩惱全忘掉
我甩掉地球地球甩掉　只要越跳越高